Hi this is my first post and I just want to say hello and that I was lurking here for a while and most of you Beautiful older woman searching sex personals West Jordan Utah seem like nice people and I think I can maybe get some help here. My situation is very complicated and I think it's going to take more than one post to get it all out there. I think I should give some background too. So I'm going to start now and I'll have to do this in pieces so please bear with me Ok, about a year ago I was on a message board that actually had nothing to do with sex and the term "switch" came up and I got confused and looked it up on e and started reading and realized that I am a sub. Totally and completely and I never knew there was a name for it or anything or, well anything about it at all really. Even when I was still a virgin I was always very attracted to and drawn to men much bigger than me. If they were big, fit and in a position of power or just physical (like firefighter, construction worker, blah) I was attracted, but there was more than that too. Something happened to my personality and I changed. Normally I'm b*tchy and kind of bratty. (I think there's a limit to how letters you can type on these things and I have to step away for a minute so I'll continue this in like 15 minutes sorry and thanks for reading, I'll get to the point as as I can).