in all seriousness you are missing your mommie. And I mean that. You are missing that relationship that connection between mother and with YOU being the. You are missing story time, tea Allentown PA milf personals parties, dressing up in mommy clothes and wearing her dress heals. You are missing her kisses good night and being tucked in bed. That was one of my most favorite times of day when my mom would come tuck me in. There are so intricacies (sp) of the mother relationship that you were cheated out of. That's a very special relationship that you are now giving your..but perhaps you think since you didn't get it, you aren't giving it correctly. I dunno..I'm just guessing here. But like Dax said if you your and they KNOW they are loved by you you're doing the job. When I look back there are sooooo things I would do differently witih my. He'll be 22 in a week. But all he remembers is a great childhood. And yet there are days I still beat myself up. You could look into a support group or a women group. ???