my little toddler be heart broken. They are very close spends a lot of time with the. Although he yells at him often, he does him. Also it be so difficult to take care of two boys by myself (one is a teenager). I also think I him. That's why I feel so hopeless, I feel there is no happy solution for me. I also feel guilty, because the first marriage ended similarly. I feel like I am such a failier. I wanted to have a happy marriage for me and my and instead I end up in another mess.