Job 1 make it a priority to find another mom with whom you feel comfortable swapping "sitting Sharptown time". Advertise on if nowhere is available to you. (But be careful of the scams meet people only with a friend or family present!) Job 2 Pick up a GED book at the bookstore and study it. My got his GED in just that way and a year early. After that, you can decide to continue on in the local community college with online classes or wait until the is old enough for day care. Your boyfriend is sticking with you and working his heart out. You are lucky to have him. don't blow it in order to make things easier on yourself. Everyone needs a break from full time infant mothering, but consider swapping time with another mom MAINLY to finish your education. kink I guess. If it works for you and you can find someone willing well enjoy. I don't ever personally remember being sexually attracted to women. But in my teenage year a small wind over my pants would give me an erection. So the local tramp rubbing against me was not so hard to work with. But that has totally changed for me. I just don't find the human form sexually attractive at all. Though I do find them beautiful in all there forms.