Homophobic who get their jollies harassing gays'. Our local do the Pompeys same thing in a park nearby that isn't even in their jurisdiction. Locals complaining about it falls on deft ears. I agree with BS, take it home instead of a public place. I have suffered most of my life, the only time i havent had to deal with depression is from awareness to 11 yo, happy times. When I lost my brother and mother within a year of each other, then my grandfather and my only decent step parent within a yr of each other a yr later, I went through my real bad depression. I started to understand being a recluse, having daily fights to get up and keep going. How i managed to work my cad job through that i never know, but a friend advised me that depression is tuff, no job and depression tuffer (how true those words ring to me know) BUT and im sorry to put out some of me in this, Volunteer (habitat for Humanity) (your local vet) (big Sister) (homeless shelters) or any thing you think you might enjoy is so healing. I also (for me) found projects (if i could muster up the im worth something feeling) kept my mind busy, and hate to say it, but tv that did help keep me out of my head. Accepting to yourself that it is not a weakness (took me a time to get that) , It in fact be a chemical imbalance and that accepting help for that is no more than getting meds for a serious cold, etc. Also groups (community centers?) that have round tables on folk just like you to listen to and give advice in a reciprocal fashion. But one day at a time, one small smile to build to a larger one and your self you are worth it!