It Is Not Easy Being Green Preface This is an introspective journey into the mind of a 40 year old, who at 35 discovered, much to his surprise, that he was, in fact, – and have always been so. My name is Plume and I have the blessing of two wonderful – a blessing most men do not have. However, I also have the difficulty of not being able to raise them or them very often due to the fact, in part, that I am a – something that has left my wife with animosity and distrust. But, in my defense, I never knew – or did I? This book is a look at my life as far back as I can remember to if I should have known I was – and what changes that would have made for me. In short, if I had to do it all over would I do anything differently with what I know now. In all fairness, as I sit here writing the preface, I am not sure what my answer is or what my answer be. So, join me in this journey into Norm, a formerly straight, who has discovered over time that it is not easy being green . Chapter One I can barely remember all of the details, but I think that I was about two years old. I was standing over an air conditioning vent in the floor of our mobile home in South. The cool air blew up my shirt and across my brown skin that was damp from sweat. This is one of the first great joys that I can remember, the air gently rolling over me blowing the trickles of sweat off my matted blond hair. As I wiggled my toes I could feel the grains of sand between them. I could taste the salt on my upper lip as I opened my mouth the let the air shoot into it. This was pure. It was later at the same mobile home park that I would first test my defiant individual nature when I swam to the middle of the lake to slide down the slide. Terror was on the face of my mother when she reached me. Pure terror, mixed with confusion and dismay. Over and over again she would ask, “Why did you disobey me – why did you swim without me next to you. You could have drowned!” I don’t remember getting any type of punishment. But, I do remember feeling this wall of discipline being built around me. This concept of “guardians” telling me, “We know what is right. You do not. Obey.”

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