They can help you assess your situation and bitch want for sex give you the advice you need. You want to consider leaving your with trusted family members while you work through this. You do need counselling, they probably do to, but first and foremost you need to get yourself together so you can take care of your. When I finally got away from the wife-beater I married, I had to enter an alcoholic treatment center to get the shelter I needed. That was all that was available to people without in my area. So I had to lie to get in! All I had were the clothes on my back and about $35 in coins from the top of the dresser that I used to pay for cab fare. That evening my husband climbed up the side of the building to the second floor balcony to gain access and then went through every dorm room until he found mine, woke me up and told me I was coming with him (I found out later that the neighbors told him about the cab and he found out where it dropped me). I tricked him into thinking I was agreeable and then ran to the supervisor's rooms and had her the cops. That was the last I saw of him. Do what you know you need to do. It not get better until you get out.