you broke up because you were not a real. I read your excuses and they just confirmed my first impression from your original post! you are spineless loser so do her a favour say you have not changed you are still a weasel and not ready and never be. if you care about her well being do that and let her find a real. IF HOWEVER YOU WANT TO BECOME A REAL, here: stop this bllahahahhahha and tell her you missed her. hearing her voice again brought up great memories and you are ready to do a change to have both of you together permanently! if you cannot move, then ask her to move. if she cannot move then you (both) of you were not meant for each other. bad timing! you cannot have a LDR without end and you cannot reconcile without a real deadline! otherwise, square 1.